Question
I am a Lenten backslider. There is so much I could have done but have failed to do, especially to help the downtrodden. As I think about my own spiritual failures I am reminded of Peter’s thrice denial. Was his denial of Christ a mortal sin? After he was forgiven by Jesus did he sin again? Returning to myself, despite going to Confession I have defiled myself by my actions
Response
Peter’s denial of Christ was serious, but he was healed by the risen Christ on the beach when asked three times, DO YOU LOVE ME? Sin is ultimately a failure to love as we should. Regarding your life, I cannot speak to the gravity of sin without specificity, but it is true that we can sin by the things we do and by “the things we fail to do.” In any case, in light of Peter, remember that our Lord is merciful. We are all weak and sinful. Jesus heals us all the same.
Was Peter sinless after his encounter with the risen Jesus on the beach? All we can know is that Jesus would always lift him up if he should stumble. Such is the message that you must take to heart.
If past selfishness troubles you, there is still time to embrace a life of charity. You have stumbled upon a profound truth, “Charity covers a multitude of sins.”
Our Lord would have us forgive as he forgives. We read in Matthew 18:21-22:
Then Peter approaching asked him, “Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive him? As many as seven times?” Jesus answered, “I say to you, not seven times but seventy-seven times.
This colloquialism or saying literally meant endless forgiveness. God’s mercy is always available to those with contrite hearts. Accept his forgiveness and share it with others.
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